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Resurrection Community

I have a confession to make. I’ve been preaching every Easter Sunday since the early 90’s and I think I’ve been missing the main point for most of that time. What has been there all along has moved from the background and recently has become glaringly, shockingly obvious.

I think that I have nearly always preached about the implications of Jesus’ resurrection for the individuals sitting before me; it has been some variation on the theme of the implications of Jesus’ resurrection for our own lives. Or, should I say it more precisely, the implications of Jesus’ resurrection for each individual who is sitting in that sanctuary on that Easter Sunday. Occasionally, I’ve highlighted the evangelistic element inherent in the resurrection stories, but even then, I think it has been couched as a call to each person to be one who goes and tells.

What has struck me this time around — and got some mention in my Easter sermon this year — is the unmistakable communal underpinnings of the resurrection accounts. With the exception of John, every evangelist tells of the women going to the tomb together. They went to do their work together. And when they were sent, they were sent to the gathering of disciples, not to individuals. When Jesus walked along the Emmaus road, it was with two disciples. When they recognized Jesus, they immediately returned to Jerusalem to the place where the 11 were gathered, in other words, to the community of Jesus’ followers. Even in John, if you grant that Mary Magdalene went the tomb alone, she didn’t stay alone. She went to tell Peter, and when she finally recognized Jesus, she was given the instruction to go tell the community.

According to John, Thomas wasn’t there when Jesus first appeared to the disciples. Regardless of where Thomas might have been, he doesn’t first encounter Jesus alone, but in community, with the others who had encountered the risen Lord. And as far as I can tell every one of the post-resurrection appearances was to a gathering of disciples.

So, here’s what I think I’ve been allowing to fade into the background all these years. Jesus’ resurrection was just one more piece of the large work he came to do of bringing in God’s reign, of establishing a people for the sake of drawing the world into God’s loving embrace. While there is such a thing as individual salvation, the individual salvation is always the means to the end of fashioning a people. So, when he was raised, Jesus went right back to the work he had been doing, of gathering a people, of building a community, this time a community that could laugh in the face of death, knowing now that even death will not stand in the way of God’s work of redemption and reconciliation.

I have been mired in the grossly individualistic nature of American Christianity for so long that I can’t even see how it affects the way I understanding things and the way I preach. I have been unwittingly supporting an application of the resurrection stories that is not false, but misses the point.

If the big thing that Jesus came to do was to fashion a more inclusive, more universal people of God for the sake of accomplishing God’s intentions for the world, that big thing came to some kind of climax in his resurrection. And the point, it seems to me, was resurrection community, not individual salvation. Individual salvation is not excluded; it’s just not the point.

Listen to how Bernard Lohfink says it:  Baptism. . .obligates us to a new life in the world. Whoever has died with Christ in baptism is born into the new society of the church. . .The Easter expectation in Christian communities means expecting that at every hour the Spirit of Christ will show the community new paths, expecting new doors to open at any moment, counting on it that at any hour the Spirit can transform evil into good, hoping that at every hour the impossible will become possible.” (Jesus of Nazareth: What He Wanted, Who He Was)

For the sake of the world.

Progress Is not the Point

progressI recently returned from a conference whose theme had to do with the marking of time in the church. The conference was good as far as it went, but it felt to me like it lifted out and treated a very, very narrow slice of the who issue — namely how we mark time in the church by the use of a system of weekly readings (the lectionary). It was a bit unsatisfying for me because it left so much on the table.

In North American culture the passing of time has become inextricably linked with the notion of progress. As time passes, things will inevitably get bigger and better. To witness, every four years, the American presidential candidates stand before us and proclaim that the best years of America are ahead of us, thus enforcing the myth of perpetual, eternal progress, often despite the very apparent indicators all around us. It doesn’t take much reflection to grasp the absurdity of that position. No culture in the history of humanity has continued a path of increasing growth and increasing economic well-being into perpetuity. Kingdoms rise and fall; corporations rise and fall. Human persons are born, they grow, and they die.

Even in the church, we have bought into this notion of perpetual progress. There’s this unspoken, but clearly accepted notion that congregations and congregational leaders are somehow failing if the membership numbers, average weekly worship, and budget don’t keep growing. Yet, that is not a realistic expectation. The culture around keeps changing, communities change, congregations themselves go through life cycles; so the notion that as time passes, congregations will continue to progress (with the definition of progress that things keep getting bigger and better) is a patently unrealistic expectation.

When I think about how Jesus talks about the kingdom of God, he talks about growth in a way that somehow seems different than our American notion of progress. It’s hidden, like the yeast and like the seed that germinates in the darkness of the soil, apart from anyone’s ability to see it or notice it. As time passes, what is intended to be accomplished is. The New Testament seems to support the notion that God is moving all things toward their fulfillment in Christ, but I’m suggesting that it’s not the same thing as our cultural notion of progress.

If cycles of birth and death are the way of the created world; if that is how we experience the passing of time with respect to the changing seasons; if that is, in fact, how our very lives are structured, it seems to me that it would be a helpful and refreshing way also to look at our work in congregations and the church, both with respect to our internal work of community building, and in our external work of enacting God’s intentions for the world.

Especially the latter: if things are moving toward telos, fulfillment will be the enactment of God’s vision for the human community and all creation. And that’s what we ought to be working towards, regardless of whether it looks like progress or not.

Why “No Need to Reinvent the Wheel” Is the Wrong Metaphor

squarewheelsA congregation faces a challenge. Someone at the table suggests that others have probably faced the same challenge. The questions go flying. What have they done? What has worked? What is available to us? And someone will probably say nearly these exact words, Let’s contact them. There’s no need to reinvent the wheel.

The metaphor of reinventing the wheel is a misleading image to rely on for moving forward on the challenges of congregational ministry. The wheel is a great gift. I am a bicyclist. I love what I can do and where I can go on two wheels. And I’m thankful nearly every day that the wheel doesn’t need to be reinvented on a regular basis. I’m thankful that I can use the technology of the wheel and let the creativity of the technicians be spent on making my bicycle lighter, more durable, and more comfortable.

But all of those things are technical problems. If a wheel is not durable, then the experts can apply current technology to make it more durable. If the wheel is too small, make it larger. If the hard metal of a wheel makes for a rough ride on the stone of city streets, then find technology that will make it softer.

The problem is that those of us who are working in the church (or any other social institution, for that matter) are not working in a setting where our greatest challenges can be solved by technology. To use the metaphor, it’s not a matter of making the wheel more durable or larger or more comfortable for riding.

We work in places with history. With people. With local and institutional cultures. With present anxieties and past dysfunctions. We work in places that are nothing if not unique. So, technical answers to our deep challenges will not work.

To invoke the no need to reinvent the wheel implies that what worked somewhere else will work here. Maybe. But more likely not. What worked somewhere else worked as a function of the unique people involved, the unique gifts and skills, the unique moment in time, and a whole host of other factors. When it comes to trying to answer the challenges of congregational ministry in our time and our place, the truth is we probably do need to reinvent the wheel in each setting. Meeting the challenges of ministry is so deeply and so profoundly contextual. In each case we do ourselves a disservice to begin by asking the question of what has worked somewhere else.

When I suggest that there’s no need to reinvent the wheel I perpetuate the myth so prominent in North American culture that here are experts and they have the knowledge and I don’t.

I disagree. While I covet the knowledge of experts when it comes to technical problems — like the weight of my bicycle — there is no one who is more expert in your setting than the people who are in that setting. What’s real is that no one knows your context better than you do. You know the people, you know the community, you know the challenges, you know the culture. No one, not even the so called experts know what you know.

And you have people who know your context just as clearly as you do. They are the committed leaders of your congregation. They are the folks who volunteer their time and offer their talents to make sure the congregation is true to its mission. If you’re in the plains of Nebraska, these people are far wiser about the culture and the community of the plains of Nebraska than the experts at the seminary in California. The seminary folks are likely experts at what works in a seminary community. Or in the congregation they served before they landed at the seminary. But you are expert where you are. What’s more, if you consistently invoke the wisdom of the so-called expert, it’s likely to shut down the conversation of the folks who know the context better than any of the academics in the hallowed seminary hallways.

Here might be the most significant down side of invoking the no need to reinvent the wheel mantra. It short circuits, even shuts down, the creativity and imaginations of the folks who know the context best. When leaders can bring people together and challenge them to take responsibility for the ministry and to be accountable to one another for what happens here, people rise to the occasion. When their gifts and their expertise are acknowledged, the solutions emerge. When people are asked what are the possibilities and what they want to create together, avenues and opportunities and even strategies emerge that will be far more effective than some program that worked in a church light years away.

Let me offer one caveat: I’m not suggesting that we don’t tell the stories of our own successes. I think its important for me to know what worked somewhere else and for me to tell others what worked here. But we don’t tell the stories as packaged products that we have any illusions can be imported or exported wholesale. We tell the stories as the ground of hope. When I hear that someone else somewhere else took their challenges head on, imagined a future, and walked successfully into the future, then it gives me hope that we can do the same thing.

So, here’s to hope. Here’s to creativity. Here’s to engaging the people who have the wisdom. Here’s to facing our challenges head on, believing that the gifts of the Spirit are in the people.

“My God, My God, Why Don’t You Just Fix Stuff?”

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My God, My God, why won’t you just fix stuff?

We have known almost from the beginning of our lives that things are not right. When that kid in second grade looked over Mary Grace’s shoulder, copied the answers, and got the same perfect score she did, we knew it was not right.

When we passed the note in junior high and someone else got in trouble for it, we knew it was not right, and yet we did not say a thing.

I knew every time I rode my bike past that ramshackle house where the migrant workers landed for several weeks every year that people should not have to live like that.

When we figured out how to game the time-clock in that summer job, we knew it was not right; and yet it seemed so easy to justify. “I work hard. I deserve it. No one appreciates what I do around here.”

Now, what we know is not right is so much bigger. It’s hard, O God, not just to bury our heads in the sand. What we see in the world cannot be what you intend for the world. You do not intend for The Ukraine to be the setting for a power play in which people are coerced, controlled, and killed. You do not intend for Syria to be decimated and hundred of thousands of innocent people to be killed. You do not intend so much strife and division in the land where your Son came to bring peace to the world. You do not intend for innocent people to die daily in shoot-outs over turf wars in Chicago neighborhoods only 20 miles from where we live. You do not intend for ferry boat accidents to take the lives of high school students. And on and on and on.

You do not intend that there be so much garbage in the oceans that we can’t distinguish between pieces of trash and pieces of tragedy. You do not intend for there to be places where the air is so foul that living creatures cannot even breathe without becoming sick. You do not intend that we who have perfected the art of excess burden the rest of the world with our garbage.

And we know the pain and heartache of brokenness even closer to home. In our own families and our own lives, you do not intend for beer and bourbon and valium and vicadin to take control of peoples’ lives. You do not intend peoples’ lives to be consumed by cancer or heart disease or MS or ALS or Alzheimer’s.

For our whole lives we have heard that your death on the cross was so that our sins could be forgiven and that we could have the promise of eternal life. We believe that, as far as it goes. Tonight it doesn’t seem to go far enough. What about everything else? What about your promise that you sent your Son to save the world? How is that working? Why does it seem that there is no progress toward the kingdom of peace that you have been promising for years, for centuries, for millennia?

Tonight when we would love to have answers, we see only a cross. We see and witness and reflect on the event of your own Son handed over to sinners just like us to endure cruel torture and eventual death.

And so, tonight, we wonder. What does it all mean? How does it all fit?

Tonight we see no reasonable explanation. Least of all tonight do we see any reasonable explanation. So maybe tonight we are called simply to trust that you are God. That in the death of Jesus, all of our violence, our cruelty, our self-centeredness, and our greed are wrapped up and placed on his shoulders.

Tonight, we feel your absence. We wonder about your silence in the face of all of it. We know it would be easier to find other gods: to keep busy, to make a name for ourselves by doing good work, to perpetuate the fallacy of perfectionism, to honor the needs of our own families and expect that others will take care of themselves, to look at the big problems in the world and convince ourselves that they are not our responsibility and we can do nothing about them.

But then we look at the cross again. We see that in our Lord Jesus’ determination to follow his work and his purpose to the very end, you intended to create something new. You have created a people who would die to themselves and rise again to your larger purposes. So that when we look at Jesus’ broken and dying body, we see somehow, mysteriously, that you do have other intentions than what we see superficially. We see that through the cross you have called us to that larger vision and purpose in and for the world you have created, the world you love beyond description.

Tonight as we stand in the shadow of the cross, you do not stand over us in anger or judgment thereby inducing shame. You do not call us in such a way that overwhelms us. You simply call us to the cross. You call us to kneel before it, even to kiss it. And you promise that in your Son’s death, we are given life. Not life as an end in itself. Life as a means to bring life to this broken, hurting, strife-torn world.

So, dear God. My God. Our God. Accomplish what you will and what you intend. Work in us. Accomplish what you will. We are ready. We are willing. We offer ourselves to you. At the foot of the cross.

(A sort-of sermon at Faith Ev. Lutheran Church in Glen Ellyn, Illinois on Good Friday, April 18, 2014.)

“Jesus Died on the Cross to Save Me from My Sins” Is Not Enough

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For those of us who have been around the Christian tradition in North America for any length of time, Good Friday has always been about the sacrifice that Jesus made on the cross to save us. Since I was a child, I have heard the theological soundbite, “Jesus died on the cross to save me from my sins.” And that is true, as far as it goes.

But a faithful reading of the New Testament witness suggests that there was something bigger going on. If Jesus’ entire ministry was about bringing in the reign of God, then what happened on the cross certainly has to be bigger than the personal forgiveness of my sins or anyone else’s. Yes, Jesus healed individuals, and proclaimed to individuals the forgiveness of their sins. I’m not trying to deny or minimize any of that. When he did that, however, those miracles and those proclamations were signs pointing to the larger work that he came to do: to bring in the reign of God. If there was something cosmic going on in Jesus’ life and ministry, then it seems reasonable to believe that something larger was also going on in his death. “For God so loved the world. . .”

For whatever reason (it probably has something to do with what I’ve been reading the past several months) those larger implications of Jesus’ death have filled my reflections, my prayers, and my writing this Holy Week. Those reflections become so hauntingly sharp and troubling as I look around at the world. For instance:

  • In the month or so since the disappearance of the Malaysian jet, the search for debris from the wreckage has brought to our collective consciousness just how filled with garbage the oceans are. Every time we have thought we have located some of the wreckage, it has turned out to be more floating garbage — the tip of the iceberg, so to speak, of what has already sunk and lies at the bottom.
  • We’re witnessing a classic international power-grab in the tension between Russia and the Ukraine.
  • The capsizing of a ferry filled with high school students off the coast of Korea, the increase in kidnapping of girls from boarding schools in Nigeria, the violent last weekend in the City of Chicago, and on and on and on.
  • The civil war in Syria in which the Assad regime seems willing to pay an extraordinarily steep price to maintain their hold on power — the lives of hundreds of thousands of innocents and the decimation of their country.
  • The gradual, and nearly complete, transition in our own country from a democracy to an oligarchy, confirmed by yet one more decision by the U. S. Supreme Court removing the limits on how much individuals can contribute to political campaigns.

For me, these are clearly signs of a broken and fallen world that is not only full of pain and struggle, but is full of evil.

If what Jesus did on the cross did anything at all, it must have something to do with God’s intentions to overcome sin and evil on a grand scale. And I can ’t believe that it’s only eschatological, that it will only come in that grand chase scene at the end of this long movie that we call time. So, what is happening? Does Jesus’ death make any difference for the sin and evil of humanity on this grand scale?

I don’t know that I have any clear answers. What I know and trust and believe — we don’t call that “clear answers,” we call that faith — is that God must have done something in the cross that still remains hidden. And that what Jesus did for me personally on the cross must have something to do with my part in that larger work that God is even now doing.
(And if you’re interested and in the area, that’s exactly what we will be reflecting on this evening at our Good Friday Liturgy of the Cross.)

For That Moment, Dear God, Prepare Me

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This Wednesday in Holy Week has been for me a time of preparation. Mostly preparation for the barrage of preaching that will soon be upon me. And preparation also in this sense: prayer, reflection, silence, reading, study. I desire to enter deeply into this week and its significance for me, for the people I serve, and for the world.

Even in times of preparation, the world does not stop. I had lunch with colleagues, spent some time at the office attending to things that others might need from me, and running a few errands, reminders of the the daily-ness of living.

Tonight’s evening prayer service was also a time of preparation. This was the last night we gather before The Great Three Days begin. The lessons we read continued to point us to those events and to ready us to enter into them.

Tonight’s lesson took us to the upper room — the same setting as tomorrow’s footwashing and Last Supper. Tonight the reading was still preparation for the main event. Jesus looked around the table and saw one who would betray him.

Our Director of Youth Ministry reflected for us on this lesson and mentioned her own fascination with Judas and the place he plays in this Holy Week drama. While we might be tempted to fixate on this tragic character and his motives, she reminded us that it still is all about Jesus. Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, is himself preparing to reveal fully God’s gracious presence among us. Only it won’t be with angelic choirs in the sky; it won’t be in the waters of the Jordan with a voice booming from the clouds; it won’t be on a mountain with glowing clothes or transfigured appearance; it won’t be in miracles of multiplication or in the healing of the lepers and the lame. It will be on a cross.

For that profound moment, dear God, prepare me.

And Now, for Tuesday. . .

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This is Tuesday in Holy Week. We met again in a place of quiet and candlelight. In the Night Prayer service, there is this line that catches me every time we sing it: Guide us waking, O Lord, and guard us sleeping, that awake we may watch with Christ, and asleep we may rest in peace.

Every time I hear it, I am caught by the truth that there is no place and no time when we are not within the providence of Christ. Whether we know it or not. Whether we receive it or not. Christ’s loving disposition towards us holds us.

Tonight our pastoral intern introduced each of the three lessons with a few words to help us connect this day and these lessons to what will come later in the week.

Here’s what captured me this evening.

We read a little further in John 12, past where we stopped in the reading last night. Unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains just a single grain; but if it dies, it bears much fruit.

And then there were words about the darkness. She reminded us that there is darkness and despair that permeate the events that lie before us. She proclaimed that even in the midst of darkness, there is the promise of light and life and resurrection.

In those moments,  as I heard the wise words from this young leader, that canticle that I have sung so often came flooding to my mind even before we had a chance to sing them; Guide us waking, O Lord, and guard us sleeping, that awake we may watch with Christ, and asleep we may rest in peace.

She ended with these words: wisdom and redemption can come from none other than the crucified and risen Christ; the light dwells among us, in the place, this very night, to lead us on a journey through the darkest time and darkest roads of life, even as we await in eager longing for the risen Lord.

The seed that is planted in the cold, dark ground will sprout. There will be life.

And It’s Only Monday

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At our place, we do church. No, we really. We do church. Especially this time of the year. Holy Week. It’s the annual rehearsal of the events that stand at the heart of the Christian Faith. It begins with Palm Sunday and culminates with Easter Sunday; and there’s a whole lot of really good stuff in between.

It’s not uncommon in Roman Catholic and mainline churches to have a Maundy Thursday services and a Good Friday service. The Easter Vigil is not quite as common, but maybe it’s being done a little more often than it used to be.

But what about Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday in Holy Week? Really? You’re supposed to do that, too? A lot of folks are surprised that there are actually lessons appointed for those days, as if someone somewhere actually expected there to be worship on those nights.

So, years and years ago, I decided that in the parishes I serve, we will worship every day during Holy Week. We will read those lessons. We will build those bridges between Jesus’ triumphant entry into Jerusalem and Golgotha and the Sunday morning garden. And am I ever glad we do.

It seems that with each passing year, those Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday services become more important to me. Each of those days bring us a lesson from John 12 and 13, the precursors to the more familiar lessons read later in the week.  Each of them in their own way help set up what comes later.

For instance, tonight we read the story of Mary anointing Jesus’ feet with expensive ointment and then wiping his feet with her hair. Of course, the burial ointment points to his death and ultimately, to his resurrection. But to have the chance to reflect on that right now, at this moment in time, to let that drama build to Friday and Saturday and Sunday, adds a depth to the entire arc of Holy Week experience.

Tonight one of our staff members did a brilliant job of making those connections (You can read her sermon here:  http://www.creativefamilyministry.com/1/post/2014/04/monday-of-holy-week-john-121-11.html.)  Mary’s brother, Lazarus, had just been raised by Jesus. In fact, calling Lazarus out of the grave was one of the precipitating factors for the antipathy that Jesus would soon encounter from the religious leaders. So imagine that Mary was using some of the same ointment that she had used on her brother. And imagine her using that ointment knowing the  connection she had already seen between death and life and Jesus. And imagine that Mary has somehow taken to heart Jesus’ own several predictions about his impending death. And imagine that Mary pours that fragrant ointment on Jesus’ feet with some foreboding that his own words are about to come true.

There will be death. As there has been. As there always will be. But Jesus’ death will be something different. There will be resurrection. It’s only Monday. I don’t want to get there too soon. But there will be resurrection.

And that’s good to know. Because in my own sin and failings; in my own disappointments and shattered dreams; in my own attempts to cross the boundaries of my creatureliness to be God; there must be death. It just has to be that way if there is any hope of life. And the burial spices that prefigure Jesus’ death also more powerful point to resurrection. Already. And it’s only Monday.

An Open Letter to The Honorable Senator Mitch McConnell

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Dear Honorable Sen. Mitch McConnell,

You are a demagogue.

I don’t say that lightly. It is against my nature to disparage another’s character.

But I can come to no other conclusion.

You are the one who, as a Senator, charged with doing the business of the country, of keeping in mind the common good, publicly divulged in 2009 that your primary legislative goal was to make sure that Barack Obama was a one-term president.

Now, on March 31, the last day to sign up for healthcare under the Affordable Care Act, you publicly say that the very same act is a “national catastrophe.”

Do you understand that words mean things? Do you understand that to name something a catastrophe is to judge it not only an abject failure, but that it has done irreparable harm? Hurricane Katrina was a catastrophe. The tsunami that hit the Japanese mainland in 2011 was a catastrophe.

The Affordable Care Act now has over 7 million sign-ons. How many of those have health insurance for the first time won’t be known for several weeks. Still, even by the most conservative and critical estimates, millions of people who previously did not have health care coverage now do. We have finally begun to catch up with the other developed nations when it comes to making sure that every one of our citizens has access to healthcare. And to make sure that the cost of the healthcare is evenly distributed.

Now Sen. McConnell, you may not agree with the methodology. You may wish it had come down differently. Frankly, I agree with you. i don’t think this is the be-all, end-all. I wish it had been crafted differently. Still, for all that I disagree with, this is a major step forward.

So how is it a catastrophe? Because it wasn’t sponsored by your party? Because it doesn’t push forward your own personal, get-reelected agenda?

I ask you this question in particular because, for all of your blathering about what’s wrong with the Affordable Care Act, neither you nor your party offered any alternative.

And since it appears that you have no interest in a rational dialogue about this issue, but only that you wish to cast aspersions on your opponent — in this case, President Obama and his clearly successful Affordable Care Act — I can come to no other conclusion than that you are a demagogue.

As a citizen of this great country, one who looks beyond party affiliation to our common good, I say, shame on you.

James K. Honig, Citizen

 

Moments of Transformation

acornDear Reader,

This may sound a bit odd, that I, as writer, would ask you, as reader to participate in this essay beyond just reading. But, I’m going to take a chance. Will you stop for a moment and call to mind a moment of transformation in your life? Think of a time when you where changed. It may be a sudden, catastrophic moment or it may be a long, gradual process that led to a moment of insight or recognition. It may be something positive or it may be an event that at the time seemed so negative that you weren’t sure you would make it through.

Got it? Think it through as if you were telling it to someone as a story. Go ahead. I’ll wait.

Now, think of another one. Yep. One more. Same prompt. A time when you were changed. Sudden or long process. Positive or negative. One more time, think it through as if you were telling it to someone as a story. You might even want to take a moment with a pen and paper or your word processing program on your tablet. I’ll wait.

Could I talk you into doing it one more time? Sure. I’ll wait. I’ve got all the time in the world. And this could be important.

What I just asked you to do was one of the early exercises from a recent retreat for our church council and staff. I wish you could have been a fly on the wall watching what happened. Folks were astonishingly engaged in telling their stories and in listening to others. The positive energy that flowed from this exercise went way beyond my expectations.

Even beyond that, what I learned in the telling of these stories surprised me. I expected to hear accounts of being impacted by a parent or a favorite teacher. Maybe it would be a vocational decision made in the midst of all the growth of the college years.

Of the 30 or so stories that got told in that room in that 60 minutes, almost all told of some crisis: the death of a spouse; the death of a parent; the financial collapse of 2007 and the sudden realization of job vulnerability; the break-up of a marriage. Almost everyone spoke of moments of pain, of loss, and earth-shattering crisis.

Now, admittedly, this is not hard research. This is a very small sample and anecdotal at best. At least in this group, what they remembered as truly transformative, life-shaping experiences were at the time moments of crisis, of deep pain or struggle, the kinds of things that they would never have chosen to go through. Yet in the rearview mirror of passing time, these moments took on the character of moments of great growth that in retrospect could be seen as gifts, as times of great blessing. I’m not sure those who told of these moments even recognized them as such, except in the telling. The blessing, the growth, came in how they responded to the moments of crisis.

Something else that became crystal clear as the group stepped back and processed what they had just heard: these moments of crisis that became not only formative, but transformative were not things that anyone could plan for. Now maybe that’s obvious. Or maybe not. We put such a value on planning our lives, as if we had complete — or even mostly — control over what happens. But in the meantime, life happens. Things happen, both positive and negative, that we could never have imagined, nor would we have ever chosen. Yet these are the moments that we label transformative. I think there’s a lesson there.

I also happen to think that’s a pretty good pretty good parable for the church. Historically, we have spent so much time and effort on planning based on the premise that we kind of know what’s going to happen. We’ve done planning and visioning and strategizing, world without end, Amen. But the future usually doesn’t work like that. Not to mention that our plans for the future are often simply what we’ve done in the past gussied up a bit.

We are living in a moment of rapid, paradigm-busting change. And in times of rapid change the strategic planning model just doesn’t work very well. What we can do is get into the habit of looking around us, even in the crisis du jour, to see what God might be opening up for us. And these opportunities — our should we call them crises — just might turn out to be moments of transformation.